Responding to The Verdict

Photo from Rabbi Debra Rappaport in Minneapolis the day of the verdict

For the Floyd family, we hope that this week’s verdict will provide a measure of solace in the face of unimaginable, tragic loss. Even for those of us at a greater distance, the verdict gives us a chance to breathe a little more freely, to hope that we might yet manifest a more just and compassionate world. A world where Black lives are valued and we can find healing from the profound wounds of our history of slavery and ongoing systemic racism.

One verdict is not enough, just as one Black President was not enough, to undo centuries of harm. Or Shalom will continue to commit ourselves to the work of dismantling racism and white supremacy, and we pray that this moment can be a significant turning point for the good. I am proud to share that the Reconstructionist Rabbinical Association recently passed a resolution in support of pursing reparations. You can read the full text here. You can support HR40, the bill calling for reparations currently in congress, by clicking here to join our friends in the Reform movement who have organized an easy tool to contact your representative.

I also wanted to share with you some words adapted from my friend and colleague, Rabbi Shawn Zevit:

As a Jewish people of many colors, cultures and backgrounds we know we cannot wait for justice to arrive on it’s own accord. “Tzedek, tzedek tirdof: Justice, Justice shall you pursue!”, declares our Torah. (And our Or Shalom T-shirts!)  For so many of us, being Jewish means actively pursuing and co-creating a just, inclusive and equitable world. That means working to eliminate racial injustice, systemic white supremacy and privilege in our own backyards and throughout this nation. We must also be willing to be present to and stand in solidarity with the grief, lament and rage of countless people of color in our country whose lives are at risk daily. We are grateful for and welcome the healing that this just verdict may provide- however, as the Mishnah Sanhedrin states, “Whoever destroys a life, it is as if they destroyed an entire world.” Until racially motivated killing, police misuse of power and gun violence are addressed- no true justice can be found in our gates.

May this moment bring us the strength, hope, and healing we need to continue the work of manifesting a world where every human being is treated with dignity and love.

Pandemic Torah – Beginning to Reflect After a Year in Lock Down

What has this time wrought?  What does this world-wide human experience of the pandemic mean and how will it change us? 

The answers to these questions will surely evolve and reveal themselves over time.  Right now, we’re still in the storm. The sheer volume and intensity of what is yet unfolding prevents us from distilling lessons learned as wisely as we would like, though the sky is beginning to clear. 

It will take years to heal, years to understand.  In time, we will surely see more clearly, the Before, and the After.  A generation will understand themselves in reference to this time – swapping stories of losses mourned and celebrations delayed.  We will see clear lines of cause and effect in our economic systems, our personal and political history. 

But now – we are still in the jumble of unsorted relentless crisis, blind to what lies just a few months ahead.  Given that state, the questions, rather than answers, may be the most valuable and authentic place to reflect.  So here I offer, not a catalogue of lessons, but some thoughts about a few of the questions that the pandemic has raised for me over the past year.

What Is Important?

For some, the interruption of the pre-pandemic rat race has helped us to see the important parts of life we were mindlessly sacrificing before: regular family meals, time to exercise, hours wasted in rush hour traffic or work travel, time outside in the natural world. 

For each of us in different ways, our deprivation has helped us to appreciate anew the value of the things we once took for granted – hugs from family and friends, shared song, communal meals, celebrations, rituals of mourning, live, in-person music, worship, theater and sports.  Restaurants.  Toilet paper.  Play dates.  School. 

The pandemic has begun national conversations about subjects which were always important but never before so visible — “essential workers,” racial justice, and our broken healthcare system.  It has painfully demonstrated the importance of truth-based policy and politics. It has reminded us of the importance of child care and the relative un-importance of so much we have done without.   

Fancy weddings and Bar Mitzvah parties have given way to tiny modest ceremonies. Travel plans and summer camps have given way to stay-cations.  Each disruption has asked us to discern again and again – what is important? 

And through it all, families who lost loved ones have been reminded through heart-rending grief that the time we have with one another is, of course, the most important thing of all.

What Is Possible?

If you had asked me in 2019 whether I thought I could ever lead a decent service on zoom, I would have rated my chances 0 out of 10.  How small was my pre-pandemic sense of possibility!

The pandemic has forced us to adapt, finding connection through a screen, and sacred space in our living rooms, conducting our social lives in masks, and our work in crowded homes with tots and cats wandering through board meetings.  We’ve learned to cut our own hair, bake our own bread, and plant our own vegetables.

It’s been a year of testing, shaking hard-baked assumptions of how we must work and travel, of democracy’s inevitability.  As a massive socio-economic disruption, the pandemic has given us a rare peek at ourselves.  It has shown us that we can change more than we realized.  Statues can come down and people can awaken.  Global networks of scientists and manufacturers can cooperate to achieve miracles.  Neighbors can give each other hope with nothing more than simple, coordinated, public noise-making.   

The same volatility and uncertainty that make this moment so excruciating open a powerful window for transformation.  As George Packer wrote this year in The Atlantic, this could be America’s “plastic hour,” a “crucial moment” when deep transformation is suddenly possible. The pandemic is a painful disruption no one would choose, but now that it’s here, it may be giving us a chance, maybe a once in a century chance, to make big changes for the good – if only we can remember what’s important and believe in what is possible.

How Will We Emerge?

Throughout this year you may have heard me teach about the story of Rabbi Shimon Bar Yochai, the sage who spent 12 years in a cave.  When he first emerged, he was so full of judgement for his fellow human beings that his eyes shot fire and burned them to a crisp.  At that point, a heavenly voice proclaimed – “Have you come out to destroy my world?  Back to the cave!”  He then had to spend another full year in isolation, learning patience and compassion.  When he emerged a second time, his question was no longer, “What is wrong with these people?!” but rather, “How can I make things better?” With that kind of question, God let him live out the rest of his days without sending him back to the cave.

How will we emerge from this time?  Will we be brave enough and wise enough to let our experience change us for the better?  Will we remember what’s important and believe in what’s possible?  Or will we come out with wounds and anger asking the wrong questions and destroying our world?

I pray we will all find our ways to be better for this difficult time.  To let our suffering give rise to compassion, to let our losses give rise to generosity and gratitude. 

What and Who Sustains Us?

I am thankful beyond measure for the people in my family and my community who have been there for me and for one another during this year.  For the leaders making difficult decisions and offering inspiration.  For the givers who have been generous in a time of tremendous uncertainty.  For the worker bees behind the scenes delivering gifts and meals, running tech for services, editing blurbs and packing boxes.  I am thankful for those who have stepped up to connect in impossible circumstances, who have found ways to transform social justice in a time of virtual gatherings. 

As we look back on this year, I hope that we can catalogue not only what we have lost but also how we have survived.  Who have been our guiding lights and our strength?  What practices and people have kept us going?  What have we learned about our own resilience?

About a week ago, I had the blessing of receiving my first vaccine dose alongside my medically-vulnerable husband.  As we sat in the waiting area afterwards, I leaned over and weeped silently on his shoulder, feeling so aware of our mortality, so aware of our privilege, so aware of every blessing.  It was one of the most potent “shehecheyanu moments” of my life.  Even as I felt tremendous relief, I became aware of the magnitude of healing we all have yet ahead of us to integrate what we have lived through.  I pray that we can all be gentle and patient with one another as we walk that road of healing ahead. 

Baruch Atah Adonai Eloheynu Melech ha’olam, shehecheyanu, vekiyemanu, vehigeyanu lazman hazeh – Blessed are You Adonai our God, beyond within and surrounding us, who has given us life, sustained us and brought us to this very moment.

Goodbye 2020

This past July in what I now think of as my pandemic journal, I wrote:

Instead of searching for the cause or reason for this (or any) unwelcome experience, I find it more constructive to ask – what can I learn?  There is so much to say, and the lessons deepen as we move through this time.  The longer we pause, the more we can see with clear vision…

This time out of time has taken so much and taught us so much.  The world asks us to learn what endures and what is fragile, what is trivial and what is truly essential.  An invisible virus travelling in the air we share, demonstrates how we are all so deeply interconnected, beyond our human ability to comprehend. 

2020 ends, but we have yet to answer the central question of our moment — will we let this experience change us collectively for the better? We will begin to ‘live our way into the answer’ in the year to come.

As the year turns, we are still in the midst of being tested.  Now, as hope beckons, the wait is even more difficult to bear.  Selfishness and exhaustion tempt us to give up.  More will die before we get through this.

Yet there is hope.  And healing.  And light.  And love.  A new administration is on its way, and Spring, and even a vaccine.

We have reason to believe that in 2021 we will dance and sing together.   And if nothing else, 2020 has taught us how precious that will be. 

Still Repenting for 2016: Regret, Learning, Action

As the Jewish High Holy Day season draws to a close, our Yom Kippur breast-beating gives way to Simchat Torah celebration.  The story of Creation will soon remind us that if we did our work of teshuvah* well, we will have another chance to create ourselves and our world anew – informed by the hard lessons of past mistakes fresh in our minds.

But I confess, even after a very intense High Holy Day season this year, I still carry guilt from the past, mistakes that have yet to be fully corrected, as deeply as I regret them and as hard as I have prayed.

Maimonides teaches that complete teshuvah is not achieved in the synagogue when we recite the Yom Kippur liturgy.  Complete teshuvah is a matter of greeting a parallel situation and doing something different than what we did before. 

In a few short weeks, as we face our Presidential election, Americans will have a chance to enact our teshuvah for the colossal mistakes of 2016. And not just those who will change their votes or get to the ballot box for the first time.  To succeed, we must all do something different.

I remember four years ago, the weeks leading up to the election.  The worry and the hope.  The polls.  The leaked tapes and emails.  The head of the FBI duped by the Russians.

I remember the Day After.  Trudging to drop off my pre-schooler, sharing poetry of heartbreak with other parents in the parking lot, crying with the women who were my son’s loving teachers – a Black woman, a Latina woman, a Muslim woman wearing hijab, and me, the rabbi, huddled in disbelief and fear.

I remember writing sermons of regret looking back – I woke up too late!  I didn’t do enough!  I remember wondering how quickly fascism could descend, and what I could do as a leader to protect my family and community.  I remember conversations with those who thought I was over-reacting – surely it couldn’t happen here…

But since then…

The past four years have been an unending string of catastrophes – for the environment, human rights, democracy and simple survival.  Wildfires burn as fossil fuels gain protection.  Children are torn from their mothers and imprisoned.  Hate marches and shoots in American streets and sanctuaries.  Leaders attack the free press and suppress the vote.  On the ground, a movement of truth-deniers stockpiles guns, tunes in to wild conspiracy theories, and physically attacks their fellow citizens. A pandemic response proves so inept and negligent that we now mourn over 210,000 Americans.

Putin could not be more pleased.

This time, I may not have the power on my own to change the outcome of the election, but I owe it to myself and my children to do MUCH MORE than I did in 2016.  I have resolved to greet this parallel situation and behave differently.

With a pandemic raging, it’s not clear how to achieve that.  Some of us are writing post cards.  Some are making calls. Some are getting involved in local ballot measures.  I know I’ll be giving more political contributions than I ever have in my life.

This time, however things turn out, and especially if they don’t go the way I hope, I want to know I did everything I could.  I hope that you will too. 

It’s not too late.  Give now.  Speak up now.  Volunteer now.  The future depends on it.

In these critical weeks, I pray that our regret and our suffering might be redeemed by this chance to enact our teshuvah, and may each of us move into far more action than we did the last time we faced such a crossroads.

*Teshuvah, often translated as repentance, is the work of turning away from mistakes and bad behavior, righting our wrongs, and becoming a better person.

George Floyd Calls us to National Teshuvah

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There are not enough words to properly respond to the tragedy of George Floyd’s murder.  I pray that his loved ones, and every family and community who has been afflicted with police violence find comfort and healing.  I pray that our nation will awaken to the depth of our structural racism and find the will to do transformative work on every level.

But prayers feel insufficient.

For days I have been watching and feeling helpless.  Afraid for the health of my family and community in this pandemic, I felt I should not march or call for marching.  So instead I, like so many, have been relating (again) to our moment through the screen, watching and wondering if this unrest would turn out to be a long overdue awakening, or just the next predictable chapter in the unfolding authoritarian playbook.

Yesterday felt like an opening.  Or perhaps more precisely, it felt like a taunt.

When the President decided to use tear gas and rubber bullets to clear non-violent protestors so that he could have a photo-op brandishing a bible, I felt, as a member of the clergy, uniquely called to respond. Any God-fearing person who believes in freedom should have been horrified to see this display; the President waving around the sacred scriptures as he violated the rights of free political speech at the heart of our democracy.

The Bible is not meant to be a weapon used for shallow divisive political purposes. It is meant to guide us to be better people in pursuit of creating a sacred society.  If he had but opened the book to read the teachings at its heart, he would have been confronted with sacred principles he desecrates every day.

Love your neighbor as yourself. (Leviticus 19:18)

You shall not lie.  (Leviticus 19:11)

If the stranger sojourns in your land, you shall not wrong him. Like a citizen among you shall be the stranger who dwells with you, and you shall love him as yourself. (Leviticus 19:33-34)

You shall not pervert justice. (Deuteronomy 16:19)

Whoever causes the righteous to go astray … he shall fall himself into his own pit; but the upright shall have a goodly inheritance. (Proverbs 28:10)

These ideas belong not only to people of a particular faith.  Every religious and spiritual path has similar teachings.  Every free and legitimate secular society begins with a premise of fundamental human worth.  Genesis 1:27 expresses it this way: “God created humanity in the Divine image. In the image of the Divine God created him, male and female God created them.”

George Floyd was a reflection of God.  His murder, any murder, is a tragedy that desecrates God.  But it is a particularly egregious sin when the murderer wears a uniform and therefore acts in the name of the society as a whole.  It is a sin damaging not only to the victim and his or her loved ones, but to justice and the rule of law itself. Civilization works only in as much as we entrust our courts and police to keep us all safe and mediate our conflicts without vigilante vengeance.  Our police are entrusted with permission to use force in order to protect our safety.

Are we safer now that George Floyd is dead?  Are we safer now, as our cities rage, and the President threatens peaceful demonstrators with military force?  Are we safer now, as despair and desperation boil over after decades, no, centuries, of state-sanctioned violence against black and brown skinned people?

There is a deep sickness in America that we must no longer ignore.

Yesterday the New Yorker published an interview with Bryan Stevenson, founder of the Equal Justice Initiative and author of Just Mercy, (recently made into a feature film).  He says, “We have never honestly addressed all the damage that was done during the two and a half centuries that we enslaved black people…that is why I have argued that slavery didn’t end in 1865, it evolved…”

America needs to reckon with the deep injustices baked into our economic and political structures, our criminal justice system, our education and health systems and beyond.  In the Jewish paradigm, we would say we need to do massive collective teshuvah (repentance).  Our tradition offers wisdom about the key elements: facing and naming the sin, apologizing to the parties harmed, making restitution, and most important, changing behavior to ensure that the sin is not repeated ever again.

What would this kind of teshuvah look like on a collective level? I do not have a simple formula or policy to suggest.  Perhaps we could begin with the new proposal from Representative Barbara Lee to open a Truth, Racial Healing, and Transformation Commission.  Maybe it would mean reparations.  Certainly it would mean deep transformational work that touches all dimensions of a society that aspires to be a beacon of justice and equality but so far has fallen short.

The undertaking is overwhelming, but we must not let that defeat us or tempt us to waste our anger on destructive actions which only play into the narrative of white supremacy that got us here in the first place.

We do not need to destroy, we need to heal and help our nation to more fully live up to the promise of our founding vision.  I believe it’s still not too late.

Nikole Hannah-Jones writes in the powerful NYT Magazine 1619 Project about how she came to understand her father’s patriotism, despite the painful history and ongoing struggles of black Americans:

… My father knew exactly what he was doing when he raised that flag…More than any other group in this country’s history, we have served, in an overlooked but vital role: perfecters of this democracy…. Through centuries of black resistance and protest, we have helped the country live up to its founding ideals.  And not only for ourselves – black rights have paved the way for every other rights struggle…without the idealistic, strenuous and patriotic efforts of black Americans, our democracy today would most likely look very different – it might not be a democracy at all.

In this moment of pain and anger, may we take courage and inspiration from the ‘idealistic, strenuous and patriotic efforts’ that people of color and their allies have made since the founding of our nation to bring us closer to our founding ideals.  Let our struggles and our progress not be in vain. May we find the patience, discipline, resilience and skill to defeat the forces of hate which threaten to destroy us.  Let 2020 be a year that gives birth to a new chapter of justice and healing, that America may emerge from our sicknesses of racism, selfishness, greed, and violence to build a future of prosperity, peace and joy for every person.

 

 

Ma Nishtana 2020

This year, as in every year at this season, I ask myself where the story of the Exodus intersects with my lived experience.  How am I Pharaoh? How am I Miriam? Where is liberation happening? Where is there still slavery?

In 2020, we will encounter the holiday as our ancestors did on the very first Passover described in the Torah – hunkered down in our homes as a great plague wreaks its destruction on the world around us.  Like our ancestors, we may also be experiencing intense fear and anxiety to witness humanity so thoroughly humbled by an invisible power; a great reminder of our vulnerability. We can only hope that on the other side of this trial we too will find positive transformation.

This crisis exposes all of the ways that our society has failed the most vulnerable among us.  It exposes the arrogance and folly of extreme individualism, which conceals our deep interconnectedness.  It also demonstrates our ability to stop our daily lives for sake of a collective need, and it calls us to make sacrifice, and be creative, courageous, forgiving, and patient.

If only humanity will learn these hard lessons now, perhaps as we rebuild we can make this moment a turning point for the good.  Perhaps this plague will force us to restructure our world according to more sustainable, compassionate values, which turn out to be the key to our own liberation.

And meanwhile — I will really miss gathering in person this year!  This is hard! The Seder is so physically grounded, so tactile and sensual, so much about big gatherings in person, that even a virtual experience will surely include many painful compromises.

And yet, when we ask, Mah Nishtana? What is different, this night from all other nights, this year from all other years, I think it’s important to remember that we are not the first generation to face a difficult Passover.

This year is challenging, scary, inconvenient, and a number of other unpleasant adjectives.  But come April 8th, the moon of Nisan will be full, Pesach will arrive, and we must make the best of it, just as our ancestors have made the best of seder nights in times of great difficulty.

We will miss gathering with family, friends, and community.  Some of us are mourning losses and facing very tough impacts from the corona pandemic.  This is a scary time, but that makes it all the more important to remember the ways that we are still free and blessed, as the holiday arrives.

Next Year In Person!!!!!

Day Seven

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This morning, we did not rush to get the kids off to school. We lingered in pajamas.  We let Daddy sleep in.  The boys began their 5th game of monopoly.  Day seven.

There are gifts in this time out of ordinary time. This involuntary worldwide Shabbat.

In our community’s online zoom sessions so far, we have been able to see the faces of members from Sonoma to Benecia to Pacifica to San Francisco, people we have missed in our geographical scatteredness.  Last week we were joined for Shabbat blessings by a guest in another time zone who missed a local service but found us online.  We are connecting in ways that reach beyond our previous capacity. In some paradoxical way, our apartness is bringing us together.

This is not to minimize the seriousness of our moment.

The suffering is real.  I just had a zoom session with rabbinical colleagues all over the country and heard stories of caring for toddlers while running a synagogue from home, a virtual funeral, family members with fever and cough unable to get a test, overseeing painful lay-offs, and caring for vulnerable community members who live in poor neighborhoods with high concentrations of the virus.  And from what we know, things will get worse before they get better.

But eventually, things will get better.

Humanity will make it through.  And in the process, we will learn so many things.  About our interconnectedness.  About vulnerability and compassion.  About the value of being together in a room making music unmediated by screens.

To me it is helpful to remember, our people have been through much worse.  We have many spiritual resources to turn to in this time. Eventually, this trial will make us stronger. And on the other side, just think of how sweet it will be to gather!  When this all ends, what celebrations we will have!

When the children of Israel were fleeing from Egypt, there was a moment of terrible fear.  Ahead of them, the Sea of Reeds blocked their way forward.  Behind them, the chariots of Pharaoh closed in.  Some cried out in despair, “It would have been better to die in Egypt!”  But Moses reassured them, “Do not be afraid.  Stand fast together and witness Adonai’s salvation… be silent and still.” (Ex. 13:13-14).  Right now, as we face this grand collective challenge, may we find our courage, standing together in new ways, supporting those in need.  And may we be blessed to find the gifts and the learning in this time of remarkable global stillness.

Awakening to Simple Joys

Tekiyah!

My heart jumps as I hear a loud screech coming from the general direction where last I saw my 6-year-old.  It’s enough like a human cry that my mother instincts send me into motion before the more rational parts of my brain kick in.

Shevarim!

By the time I get to the living room to see my son, red in the face, blowing into an animal horn, I have already remembered that I brought home the shofar and probably left it out on the table.

Teruah!

Now I’m somewhere between relief, annoyance, and pride, enduring the discomfort of the raw ancient call as I near my child practicing his shofar blasts way too early in the morning.  I stop myself from stopping him.  He needs the practice.  And I probably need to be more awake.

The month of Elul began this year on September 1st.  Elul, the moon-cycle preceding Rosh Hashanah, during which it is customary to hear the shofar blast every single day (except Shabbat).  By the time we get to the New Year, we have theoretically been in the process of awakening for quite a while, hitting snooze, as it were, on that shofar alarm clock, till finally on Rosh Hashanah we take in a full 100 blasts and find ourselves unable to slip back into our spiritual sleep.

What do you need to awaken to?  You know best.

For me, I feel already brutally awake to the dangers of our moment – the climate disaster unfolding in slow motion, the decay of Democracies world-wide, the revitalization of anti-Semitism.  Those alarms have been blasting for a few years running.  I don’t want to start ignoring them, but nor can I sustain a continual state of emergency.  The awakening I need right now is not about realizing our world is at risk.  That shofar blast I have already heard loud and clear.

This summer I experienced a different kind of awakening.  My husband had a health scare, and I had thankfully had already booked several weeks of rest at home. Our summer became a time to awaken to the simple blessings of home and family, wholesome food, reading books, and gardening.  So many mornings, lazy and slow, cuddling with my kids, I wished I could engrave the experience into my soul, knowing more than ever the preciousness of life, love, and health.

As the year begins to accelerate with school and the holiday season, I pray that I can stay awake to the small blessings that sustain me moment to moment.  Even as I hear the blasts calling me to transform the world and myself with every fiber of my being, I hope that I can also remember to stay awake and make time for the joy and delights which are what make that effort worthwhile.

 

After Israeli Elections, What Do I Mean by ‘Next Year in Jerusalem’?

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L’shanah haba’ah biYerushalayim – Next year in Jerusalem

This last line of the traditional haggaddah challenges me more this year than ever.  What does it mean to say these words in San Francisco, 2019, after the most recent Israeli elections?

First I wonder, what did these words mean to my ancestors?

When Jews said “next year in Jerusalem” in medieval European ghettos or the far away corners of Asian trade routes, they were not making pledges about their travel plans.  They were expressing hope, exercising the redemptive imagination.  Next year in Jerusalem – next year may we be safe at home, next year may we have the freedom to travel to our most sacred place.

Even as the phrase names Jerusalem, and forges strong attachment to a real place in the physical world, it has never been intended on a purely literal level.  For thousands of years, Jerusalem has been both a physical place AND a mythological symbol in the collective Jewish imagination.  The classical Jewish way to name this duality is to say there is a “Yerushalayim shel mala” a heavenly Jerusalem, and a “Yerusahlayim shel mata,” an earthly Jerusalem.

Good things happen when the heavenly and earthly Jerusalem align.  Bad things happen when they don’t.

Classically, the Jewish story of Jerusalem is that we lost it because we could not bring the ideals of the heavenly Jerusalem down to earth when we had the chance. Jeremiah and Ezekiel, contemporaries of the destruction of the Temple and the exile, believed that these tragedies were Divine punishments for our sins and that our suffering was a call to repent.  Likewise, Rabbinic interpretation assigns responsibility not to ancient geo-politics, but to us.  The destruction of both temples and the exile are understood to come out of our own moral failings – idolatry, immorality, bloodshed, and hatred (Babylonian Talmud, Yoma 9b)

In Jeremiah we read:

The word which came to Jeremiah from Hashem said: Stand at the gate of the House of Hashem and proclaim there this word…Thus says the Lord of Hosts, God of Israel, mend your ways and your actions, and I will let you dwell in this place… if you do justice between one person and another, not oppressing the stranger, the orphan and the widow, and if you do not shed the blood of the innocent in this place, if you do not follow other gods to your own hurt.  Then, only then, will I let you dwell in this place, in the land that I gave to your fathers for all time. (Jeremiah 7:1-7)

A few years ago, I was living in the earthly Jerusalem, walking its footpaths on my way from buying fresh challah on a Friday afternoon.  In my mind, I was in the heavenly Jerusalem, feeling deep joy to live by the Jewish ritual rhythm in a place where the community around me was doing the same, a place with such depth and meaning to my people.

Suddenly, in the midst of my reverie, Jeremiah popped into my head and yelled:  “You may love fresh challah from the local bakery, and you may love the glowing Jerusalem stone catching the light of sunset as Hebrew prayers quiet your neighborhood on a peaceful Friday night – but you know, just beyond your neighborhood are other neighborhoods.  Jabba Mukabel, Issawiya.  Places where the roads are not paved and the trash is not collected.  Places where homes have been destroyed and lives have been ruined. In your name!  These villages are also Jerusalem.  East Jerusalem.  And they cry out to God from behind that winding concrete barrier…. Mend your ways! Do justice!  Do not oppress the stranger, the orphan, the widow! … Only then will I let you dwell in this place…”

And now, April 2019, Jerusalem staggers further to the right.  An alliance is forged between those who see only the heavenly Jerusalem and those who care only about controlling the earthly Jerusalem.  The chances of Jerusalem on earth living up to its heavenly potential seem smaller than ever.

To some progressive American Jews this means it’s time to stop saying Next year in Jerusalem at the seder, time to stop participating in a myth gone bad.

I understand the issue — how can I say next year in Jerusalem after an Israeli election full of fear-mongering and hate? An election many say has buried the prospect of peace and Democracy if not the long term viability of a Jewish or a Palestinian state? Would I really want to live in today’s Jerusalem, where the religious right declares me not to be a rabbi, or even a Jew, because they do not like rabbis to come in female bodies?  How can I express any solidarity in any way – symbolic or not – when so many people in Jerusalem and Israel just voted for a corrupt, oppressive regime that fails in so many ways to live up to core Jewish values?  In 2019, can I still say, “next year in Jerusalem”?

For me, the answer is still yes.  I do still want to be part of it, broken though it may be.  I refuse to relinquish the sacred symbolic language or ideals of my people to those who would corrupt them with narrow, fear-based politics.  I refuse to let religious extremists “own” Jerusalem or define Judaism.  And still I hold out hope that the heavenly Jerusalem can yet manifest in that earthly city I hold so dear.

But when I say, next year in Jerusalem come Pesach, I will also have Jeremiah in my heart.  And I will be praying, with all my soul, that the Jewish people can yet mend our ways and prove ourselves worthy of the great gift and responsibility of sovereignty with which our generation has been entrusted.

When I say ‘next year in Jerusalem’ at my seder this week, this is what I will mean:

Next year in Jerusalem, may there be peace and justice for all who dwell there.

Next year in Jerusalem, may there be hope, may there be love.

Next year in Jerusalem, may there be freedom – for Jews, for Muslims, for Christians, for people of all faiths.

Next year, may my small life in some real way, move the earthly Jerusalem closer to its heavenly potential.

Taken with Women of the Wall at the Kotel — March 2016

There are no shortcuts

Appreciate the perspective and positivity! Thank you, Rabbi!

The Accidental Rabbi

Like many of my fellow progressives, my first reaction to Barr’s summary of Mueller’s report is disappointment. The daily grind of enduring the Trumpocalypse is so draining that I hoped that the report would be unequivocally damning, revealing smoking guns that no presidency could survive. Instead, we’re watching Trumpists crow and the mainstream media in a position to potentially flub the story and echo RW talking points. Which narrative will win out in the coming days? The Trumpist narrative that the Mueller Report is totally exonerating? Or a fact-centered narrative, pointing out that Barr’s letter to Congress states that Mueller’s report does not exonerate Trump of Obstruction of Justice charges? Or something else entirely?

Will the whole report be made public? Will the Dems go all in on continuing to investigate what happened? If they do, will the public side with them or decide that Trump has been the victim…

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